Are you confident of winning?

I’ve been getting that question quite a number of times in the run-up to Saturday’s Sundown ultra.

Am I confident? Well, yes, confident that I will do a faster time than last year. But confident of winning? That’s just up to my competitors.

I can only speak for things within my control. I believe I have trained better this year, am fitter and mentally stronger. I’ve pulled through on many days I felt like skipping a run, I’ve clocked my long runs with enthusiasm and without question. I’ve ensured that my diet is healthy, that I’ve gotten as much rest as I possibly could afford without harming my professional life.

But to be confident of winning is to be sure my competitors have not done the same. I’m sure the women I beat last year are, too, fitter and stronger than a year ago. I’m sure the women who are doing the race for the first time includes some names that could whip my ass any day. Who goes into a race to lose? No one. Everyone does the best he or she can to ensure the best possible result.

So, I’ve done my part and am leaving the rest to God.

Of course, while not being confident of winning, I have my personal target. If you guessed that my goal is to win again, you’re wrong. I just really want to do a better time than last year, possibly sub-9h, because to me the race is all about me vs the race and not me vs the others. It’s about me being the best I can. To put in all that effort this year and to do anything less than last year (in terms of timing) would be disappointing.

It goes without saying the race is long. Pretty damn long. Many things can happen along the way. The only way that I’m going to win is if God so decides to help me make everything fall into place again.

13 Comments

  1. charmaine
    Posted May 28, 2009 at 10:52 am | Permalink

    Good luck!

  2. Posted May 28, 2009 at 11:31 am | Permalink

    thanks!

  3. lynn
    Posted May 28, 2009 at 3:05 pm | Permalink

    i’m sure you will improve on your timing. You have been disciplined in your training regime.. all the best and see you there… I’m doing the 10km!

  4. Posted May 28, 2009 at 3:47 pm | Permalink

    lynn, thanks for the vote of confidence and good luck to you for the 10km race!

  5. some one
    Posted May 29, 2009 at 12:10 am | Permalink

    Winning is only one small part of the race. Enjoy racing and the entire experience, Once you hit the start line with a good training programme behind you, you should be excited about the race and perform at your best.. And race with a smile…

  6. may
    Posted May 29, 2009 at 1:15 am | Permalink

    great stuff. repeat it to whoever it is assigned to cover it! ;)

  7. Posted May 29, 2009 at 11:08 pm | Permalink

    Best Wishes! Hope everything falls into place and u get your desired time :)

  8. xy
    Posted May 29, 2009 at 11:47 pm | Permalink

    Hi, I have been following your blog since I stumbled upon it some time back. Your posts on training are really inspiring. Just want to say all the best for the race!

  9. Posted May 30, 2009 at 10:29 am | Permalink

    i will surely remember to smile! :-) thanks!

  10. Posted May 30, 2009 at 10:30 am | Permalink

    i won’t even bother repeating it. i’ll say: “Xinyi, go read my blog.”
    haha

  11. Posted May 30, 2009 at 10:30 am | Permalink

    Hey Wei Sian,

    Thanks much!

  12. Posted May 30, 2009 at 10:30 am | Permalink

    hi xy, thanks! i’m in need of inspiration myself!!

  13. Diane
    Posted May 30, 2009 at 2:09 pm | Permalink

    All the best to Jeanette and everyone taking part, smile alot when we run so much! :)

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